In class, we discussed this poem in the context that the narrator was beginning to see the world as a much bigger place. However, after class, I wondered if the world may have become smaller, too. On page 160, the narrator hears Aunt Consuelo’s cry, and is suprised that it is actually her own yell. I wonder if we can read this another way: the narrator hears her Aunt’s yell, and realizes that it sounds like her own. This would explain why, on page 161, the narrator refers to the “family voice I felt in my throat.”
In this reading, when we observe the narrator remind herself, “you are an I, you are an Elizabeth,” we may see this as her attempt to separate herself from her aunt. When she hears the aunt’s cry, so like her own, the world becomes a small place where there exist families, but not individuals. When the narrator tries to snap out of it, she asks, “What similarities… held us all together or made us all just one?” Here, she is overwhelmed by the similarities between the voices, betweens the “hands” and other parts that the people both in the waiting room and in the National Geographic possess. In this reading that I am attempting, similarities that the narrator encounters between herself and other people make the world grow smaller to her.
-Lauren O.